Princess' Blog

It’s the last day!

unspokenreflections — Tue, 16 Mar 2010 22:30:37 +0000

It’s the last day of work… Hooray. Sitting here in my empty, quiet office, I wonder about the path that brought me here, to Balwyn. What a crazy past 6 months it had been. Why I was such a fool in believing in myself, that I could have made it, alone and on my own, but most importantly, on my own 2 feet. I wished I had not made that decision and compromised my wellbeing and the wellbeing of others…

If you had entered my life earlier (even 3 weeks earlier), I would have not made the decision to stay on I think. But I have, and I am clearing up my own mess.. The home that we created lovingly, the contracts to be broken, the monies to be paid and the one million and one things to do, including a loss in time in career development.

Most importantly though, I am coming back. Worries abound about my job, my job offer, salary, breaking contracts, getting rid of stuff. Logistical silly issues. 7 patients as of now. Sitting idle on my bum. My career doesn’t have to start this way does it? I do hope SGH or TTSH make me a decent offer, then I can quickly plant down my roots!

I believe I will be moving again-back to Aust or USA with you. The future is a bit uncertain at the moment! But I do know this is true. That we will be back together again. And it is worth all the above…

Let’s do this together

unspokenreflections — Sun, 14 Mar 2010 08:34:07 +0000

Alright (a bit grudgingly), let’s be poor. Together. At least we are and will be together.

But I am not sure on top of being poor if I can afford the tuition fees of a good medical school where you are going to in the States.

The States has best chance for u I feel, in terms of scholarships. But that’s many continents and oceans away from Sg or even, Australia.

So how? Watchful waiting!

Our journey under the stars and moon

unspokenreflections — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 01:44:22 +0000

We’ve started, we’ve started. You in me and I in you.

There is only one way on-forward. How I look forward, with eager anticipation, our next phase together.

The smell, taste of love

unspokenreflections — Mon, 18 Jan 2010 05:10:15 +0000

I love your cookings. I love your dishes. I love your attempt, I love your effort. I love all that you do for me and I love the way you work yourself to my heart through my (often bloated) tummy.

Muacks muacks. LOVE.

Now stop it already

unspokenreflections — Sat, 02 Jan 2010 03:36:28 +0000

It’s a bother to say things wrongly, a pleasure to correct onself but a complete pain to keep being corrected, esp. in front of one’s parents.

It’s a nuisance to keep reviewing in the mind what one wants to say. Kills spontaneity. Now do u have any comments on my grammar, tenses, vocab or typos?

It’s a nice warm feeling…

unspokenreflections — Tue, 08 Dec 2009 23:42:08 +0000

It’s a nice warm feeling when….

You come home and the lights are on.
You come home and there is someone at home waiting for you
You come home and the house is warm
You come home and the cups are filled
You come home and the plates are used
You come home and the home has a presence
You come home and the house feels like a home.
You come home and you’re truly home

One more sleep!

unspokenreflections — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 11:51:30 +0000

Here comes the man! I cannot wait and I cannot sleep! How exciting for everyone. Especially me, on the waiting, waiting end!

We reunite tomorrow, my love! Best get some rest tonight dearie-oh!

Ooh here comes Forest!

unspokenreflections — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 11:31:36 +0000

Here he comes! I watch him packing, stuffing, shuffling, flipping, rearranging, busying! This is the start of the final journey! In just 2 days (for me, 3 for him), he will be arriving to the Tullamarine airport and I will be picking him up!

And then there will be no more loneliness, no more times apart! Time will pass much faster and life less drearier! The muscles will also be less sore! Hee! My left neck and shoulder muscle very tight!

+broad hints+

Hope Monday won’t be too shiong for us! Have prepared chicken essence for this occasion! And also Vitamin C!

45 patients! 17km! Hope some have moved out of the facility, are out or are just plain deceased! +evils+

In the meantime, I am just in a very happy mood!

Dearioh!

unspokenreflections — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 11:23:55 +0000

Dearioh! You will be reuniting with me on Sunday night! Would you like Coffee, Horlicks, Hup Seng or Me? Or the whole lot?

Hee, I have plans to spend this weekend prepping up the house for your arrival so that it is the most wonderful and beautiful for you upon arrival!

Let me know what else you want me to prepare for you! I can’t, can’t wait! As of today, only 5 more days! Can’t wait to wake up tmr and it’ll be midweek and then end of the week within 2 days! Yay!

I do worry for your assignments and projects though! Make sure you give your all oki dearioh?

Happy birthday beloved!

unspokenreflections — Sat, 28 Nov 2009 08:53:05 +0000

Hweee heeee! It’s the darling’s birthday! The Forest puts on another year! Don’t worry, have viewed u as a 26 year old since day 1, so I dun feel u are a year older.

I am looking forward to celebrating All our birthdays together! Even if we miss out, we’ll just mAke up for it & make it even more special!

I am deeply & truly in love with u, Forest. Let our hair become silver together….